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By the resonance of his voice...

He did the best that he could with the highest integrity possible to inform us with out harming us, or his loved ones, while later in life bending to the greater ethic of the needs of the many that outweigh the needs of the few.

Just by the resonance of his voice I loved him. Kindred souls. Kindred tired souls.

By the resonance of his voice the measure of his heart was obvious.

By the resonance of his voice the extent of his empathy was felt.

By the resonance of his voice the ethic that was the man was known.

By the resonance of his voice we knew him, we loved him. What flowed from his heart and soul the words he used, the human heart that held those words, and the way he spoke them, we knew.

We knew that what he said was true. We knew that what he said was something we needed to know. We could feel his impatience with the authority that would muzzle him and make him parse his words with caution, when in truth, he had much more to tell us. It reverberated through him clear as a bell.

By the resonance of his voice we also heard the deep hope he had for us as a race when we grew up, for when we graduated from this difficult class on earth and became the people we were meant to be - when we came through this current turmoil to be born stronger, wiser and whole.

By the resonance of his voice he told us not only of the deep love he had for humanity but the unshakable certainty he had that we would prevail, but not without some work first. He made it sound almost easy by the depth of his faith in us, in humanity

By the resonance of his voice.

It is all there, go listen with your heart.


RIP Command Sargent Major Robert Orel Dean


The Future is yours.

"There's no place like home…"

What if…

The most important thing ever said back in the early 1900's was consciousness is the key to everything? Not just the UFO question, but E V E R Y T H I N G.

What if controlling the people of this planet was easy, until the technology for almost instantaneous communication (communion) was developed, and that the controllers realized that the population of the planet would be right back at just before that Tower of Babel Moment when they were united and realized that they could use their minds in unity to accomplish anything.

What if a plan was instituted at the turn of the century to derail this coming new unity and ability to use it to shape the planet the way we wanted to? What if the plan took every new idea about consciousness that even hinted at developing ideas of using the creative power of a mass of people to accomplish a goal and took it down, infiltrated it and made sure that it was turned into a dead end? Anything, religion, new-age, for that matter any 'movement' of thought that brought people to any kind of a unity was systematically taken apart and destroyed?

In my article about 'IMO How Schrodinger's Cat Escaped the Box" I illustrated that there exists the capacity to not only use mass mind control for good or bad, but also to shift the laws of the physical universe as we know it and that it has been proven and done. Which, in a way proves my first 'what-if' because I can't imagine why anybody would go to such great lengths for hundreds of years (probably closer the thousands of years, IMO - but we have no actual data for that) to essentially hide this fact in all strata of thought across a world population in every way it could pop up and be realized and all the work that entails if it were not true.

Just a current sampler of recent programs are, Project Mocking Bird, Hippie movement, MKULTRA, Jim Jones, Heaven's Gate, New Age, Remote Viewing, Psy Research, UFO's, Music, Religion, Academia, scientism, Big Pharma, Money. The list is practically endless. In every way possible, in everything that is connected to human interaction that looks like it might bring the planet together, has been infiltrated, controlled, manipulated to another agenda or outright destroyed.


Because this wonderful thing that is supposed to happen to the planet to bring us together - the advancement, the flash, the event, was constructed to keep us waiting for something that is already a part of who we are, by keeping us distracted and training us that we don't already have it - so that we will endlessly wait for it and above all not doing it or practicing all that stuff!! Because should we actually realize it's been there all along, their time is O-V-E-R.


Dorothy: Oh, will you help me? Can you help me?

Glinda: You don't need to be helped any longer. You've always had the power to go back to Kansas.

Dorothy: I have?

Scarecrow: Then why didn't you tell her before?

Glinda: She wouldn't have believed me. She had to learn it for herself.

From <http://www.moviequotedb.com/movies/wizard-of-oz-the/quote_26339.html>

IMO, how Schrodinger's cat escaped the box. (because he did)

Someday after mastering winds, waves, tides and gravity, we shall harness the energies of love, and then, for the second time in the history of the world, man will discover fire.

— Teilhard de Chardin1


If I could say one thing about this new book I'm reading, "Microcosm and Medium",  by Joseph P. Farrell, it would be that it is a comprehensive lesson on all topics leading to an exploration of consciousness from several viewpoints such as the Mandela effect, 'Affekt' itself and how the medium of space itself can be manipulated on a gigantic scale through the manipulation of consciousness. I  have blogged before about how large material systems could be used to do this, (Read 'Giza Death Star' by Farrell) but now because of the internet and almost telepathic communication - well, instantaneous communication - we can look at the other side of the uncertainty principle - or as it were, bench engineer the observer effect and make it do something to the world. I am always harping on stuff like this.

Here is where the nitty gritty work begins. Because we must be aware of the causes of our trashed world and our mind cages to be able to CHOOSE to say no. And then, we must have an enormous power of love behind it all (cohered intent) to choose not to exact revenge, but to disempower the whole thing by choosing to love the entire world and heal it, instead.

However you are called to do this is the way it should be done. There will be as many ways as there are people, once our subconscious-consensus realizes the power we have to create and heal. And we will. Because we were made that way. We were made to love and cherish all of what and whom we encounter. We were made to stand and emit waves of intelligent infinity, or love to all of creation. We were made to be creators. From <https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2017/02/16/the-opened-heart-plus-the-enlightened-mind/>

Because I am of the opinion that we are being used and this is being done by several groups for several purposes - some of them good and some of the nefarious.

Coherent consciousness creates order in the world. Subtle interactions link us with each other and the Earth. When human consciousness becomes coherent, the behavior of random systems may change. Random number generators (RNGs) based on quantum tunneling produce completely unpredictable sequences of zeroes and ones. But when a great event synchronizes the feelings of millions of people, our network of RNGs becomes subtly structured. We calculate one in a trillion odds that the effect is due to chance. The evidence suggests an emerging noosphere or the unifying field of consciousness described by sages in all cultures. http://noosphere.princeton.edu/


There are times when we share with others a special, fully interconnected consciousness. When great music thrills us, or we are mutually inspired by an awesome sunset, or when we fall in love, we are transported temporarily into a shared world which is remarkable. This state of true intermingling is rare, for most of us, but it is experiential, and that means we know it for what it is; we feel it immediately as real and filled with meaning. When such an experience is past and we return to our normal, separated perceptions, the experience becomes a vulnerable memory, and our educated personality may reject the consciousness that knew this deeper connection. Yet, the suspicion remains that there is something of mind that is not just inside our heads. We feel interconnected with each other and the world in a profound and important way. We know at some level that we are not isolated, but interdependent, so that a subtle energy of mine can reach out and mingle with yours, allowing us to share a moment that is important to both of us. If we think of this potential extending beyond the two of us to a world full of living beings, we have the foundation for a model for global consciousness. Maybe, as Teilhard de Chardin believed, the world ultimately needs that shared consciousness and is actively growing toward it.

The research described here points to subtle indications that we do live in an interconnected, potentially conscious world, in which we surely play an important role. We have shown immense capacities for both destructive and creative impact, and this implies that the future is ours to mold. It will be a desirable future in proportion to our level of consciousness, individually and globally. Fortunately, there are intriguing signs of an emerging integration of purpose and perspective in the world, though it remains fragile and as delicate as a newborn. For this integration to mature, we need great patience, and what we think of as good luck. Perhaps by being more conscious of the possibilities, we can lessen the need for patience and increase our portion of luck. From <http://noosphere.princeton.edu/story.html>


When I talk about things like the direct manipulation of the subconscious-consensus, think Schrodinger's Cat on steroids, a Cosmic Cat. IF you wanted to test the observer hypothesis on a large scale to see if it would change the physical medium, the constants of our universe like: the speed of light, the plank constant, the cosmological constant, or the gravitational constant, how would you do it? You would have to design an experiment that would affect large numbers of select people in designated clusters with one set of information - the manipulated set, with control groups where no information was manipulated. You would probably have to use mass media or some other way of connecting them to get out specific information. Then you would use services like the NSA server farm, GCHQ, and or the CERN servers to observe and correlate your data.

What would be the types of things you'd be looking for in your data set bbesides the constants mentioned above?  You would look for weird things like:

The Man from Taured (sometimes referred to as the Taured Mystery or the Man without a Country ) is a story about a man who arrives at a Japanese airport from a country called Taured. Many people have claimed this story to be true, so the crux of the problem pertains to Taured. One would notice that there is no country by the name of Taured, either today or during the purported period of time when the incident took place, i.e. the 1950s. The story ends with the man disappearing (forever) a day after arriving in Japan. Moreover, all of his personal documents, such as his passport and driver’s license also (conveniently) disappeared, thus making this strange story unsolvable. From <https://www.ancient-origins.net/unexplained-phenomena/mysterious-tale-man-taured-evidence-parallel-universes-or-embellishment-005788>


Lerina Garcia woke up one morning and noticed minor differences. Her sheets were unfamiliar, and the pajamas she was wearing were different from the ones she'd gone to sleep in. Her day got weirder when she went to work and discovered that her office was no longer hers, and she worked in the same building, but in a different department, under a boss she'd never met. Bamboozled, she returned home, only to find that her ex-boyfriend was there — only he wasn't her ex, he was her current boyfriend. Her new lover, whom she'd been dating for months, was nowhere to be found. Lerina believes she woke here, but she's from a parallel universe where the differences are as small as her bedspread, and as significant as her love life. From <https://www.buzzfeed.com/christopherhudspeth/9-eerie-stories-of-people-who-mayve-experienced-a-parallel-d?utm_term=.ocWmYX8Qw>

I specifically remember the news report of Mandela dying in prison in the 1980's. I remember where I was while hearing those reports on TV and what time of day it was, the age of my children and feeling the world had seriously taken a turn for the worse.

Believe it or not, I started to talk to my weird friends in the 80's about feeling like I had moved sideways to another, very similar parallel universe because of the 'feel' of things' like an overall tonal effect had distinctly changed.

You would also look for previously uncorrelated things like solar effects and the earth-facing-quiet that Ben Davidson of Suspicious Observes is known for. Or the well-known in some circles solar effect on the stock market. Etc.

Looked at from a cosmological standpoint, you would also begin to speculate that your universe may have become 'porous' and where your universe abuts up against another one there may be doorways (portals) and or rips in our fabric of space time - like little hernias. And maybe at some point the nuclear detonations in the 20th century helped that process along just a bit. This basically boils down to an attempt to manipulate the fabric of space time through consciousness.

If this sounds crazy, then I suggest you look onto William A. Tiller's research, Thomas Bearden, the soviet research, Stanford University, Duke University, Princeton University, Russel Targ, Hall Puthoff, Dean Radin and others.

What could you accomplish with controlling the group (macro) observer effect of which the Mandela effect is an experimental tool? Well, if the observer effect is real and it is obvious somebody thinks it's really real, then these Mandela effect experiments are an effort to learn about it and to control it - imagine the power that would create for somebody? Also if they wanted people to never find out about this you would create CHAOS - confusion, expectancy, anger and hate, to make people hopeless and helpless - like a mass MKULTA operation in the population. We are all quite aware of that part of it, aren't we?

Then we have the science end of this approach. In 1935 Gabriel Kron proved that certain transient effects in large rotating electrical fields could be explained by higher dimensional math. He stated that every electrical field is a hybrid dimensional machine because it requires math in more than 3 dimensions to explain it. In the 19th century alone this small partial list of scientists and their work should illustrate that we are actually already engineering the physical medium and using it. We ourselves, are operating electromagnetic fields.

Einstein’s 1928 Special Relativity Paper: incorporation of the torsion tensor made the theory bench engineerable – whether the math eloquently ‘finished’ the theory or not, the equation made laboratory invention of devices to change the local energy of gravity The Kaluza -Klein Theory that unifies gravity and electromagnetism by the introduction of a new spatial dimension: time, thus uniting Einstein’s theory of gravity with Maxwell’s theory of light by introducing the fifth dimension; four dimensions of space and one dimension of time. Kaluza assumed that light is a disturbance caused by the rippling of this higher dimension.

Dr. Nikolai Kozyrev and zero point energy, dynamic torsion and its effects on the physical medium like time alteration/gravity.

Gabriel Kron’s: tensor equations for electrical machines

E.T. Whittaker: electromagnetic vortices in the space/time medium

Tesla’s: ideas on standing waves (longitudinal waves ) in the medium and  that the fabric of space time acts like a fluid to solid bodies and a solid to light and heat

Lt. Col. Tom Bearden: engineering the fabric of the space time continuum is the ability to suddenly put energy into a target area and the ability to suddenly extract energy from a target area

Thomas Townsend Brown: research into odd electrical effects led him to believe he had discovered a connection between strong electric fields and gravity, a type of antigravity effect

When you add this all up it equates to: We can now do anything we like to the physical medium – space, energy, the planet, the sun, life and life force, and us – all of us – body/ /mind/emotions/spirit. So when you hear things like a ‘sun-burp’ or ascension flash – beware, be wary, be very aware: the technology exists to actually create a sun burp. It is not a thing that will happen ‘just because’. It will be created. The reason the idea exists in all surviving ancient myth folklore and ancient texts is because it has been done before. (think ancient psy-op). From <https://alsionsbells.wordpress.com/2017/11/20/out-on-a-limb-no-a-twig-practically-thin-air-here/>

What I'm getting at is that somebody very badly wants to be King of the Universe and has come at the problem of manipulating space time from every conceivable angle for a very long time. Add CERN into the equation and you have a gross manipulation of the planetary electromagnetic field which affects us and thereby spacetime and also effects the sun and the larger solar system.

The last step in all this is Tiller's studies on coherent Intension in a group working with a formally specified intension, much like old prayers, old written mantras, ritual things, where everybody says the same words with the same meaning behind them. Formally. Specified. Intension. In a positive manner, almost as a defense. (to de-fence us…)

Now whether this is right or not at this juncture of our development is a moot point, because it already exists. Being one that really does know that there are benevolent forces out there keeping an eye on this extreme game being played called earth, I am pretty sure that no grand carnage will be allowed to occur. However, just like the ancient failed machinery of the megalithic world, the ruins of which we live and breathe in, and the attempt to be sneaky about its machinery back then, we: the muggles are being used in a last ditch attempt to alter the physical medium by using the force of our minds and hearts to get us all humming in one direction and thusly creating the exact effect the somebodies who would be King want. Sneakier still, instead of using the planet they are using the life force of the planet - us.



Get Joseph Farrell's new book on Lulu and while you are waiting, listen to this: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Cs9f8Fpz8wU&t=53s

What is reality, really?

In relation to my last article, I ran into a video this morning of Richard Dolan giving his new lecture in Toronto, which brings this question of 'What is reality, really?' back up in my mind. Because of the way scientism crept into our culture via the new way to understand the world around us by measurement, technology has slipped into our lives creating a far more mental, cultural paradigm into our ideas of 'what-is-real'. And because this very mentally weighted cultural change to what is valuable has taken the emphasis off of human to human/ human to nature interactions we now all are immersed in a world where values are determined by a mental reality over a physical body reality. IE: you can drive right by the kids living under the bridge because your face book group is live-casting an immersive video experience of all our favorite bug selfies.


We are little bit by little bit being mentally and culturally herded into placing a higher value on the electronic mental experience over the person to person experience. It's so prevalent that jokes are made about it in social media and on TV commercials; in one way so that it is acceptable to laugh it off and in another to so inure us to the idea that we don't care, because after all, would you give your phone up? Could you? - Do you even have a land line left in your home???


Richard goes into the 'Layers of Reality', which I will list only to talk about in relation to my own ideas, then you have to watch this formidable talk he gave (1). I promise it is organized so well that even if you are very familiar with the ideas presented, it still will have you running to take notes.


These Layers of Reality are from the center of a circle out;

  1. the Mass pop
  2. the Academic pop
  3. the Classified Projects pop
  4. the Breakaway Civilization pop (top layer 'on' earth)
  5. ET/others pop

pop = populations and the accepted paradigm of thought / reality of each population.

Please realize - this is my interpretation of what I heard him say - IE: my reality…


IMO these layers do provide a basic stratification of understanding with which to look at a reality. The layers also provide a platform from which a control mechanism can be used to guide large numbers of people in ways to promote control over that population.


So what IS a reality? In this instance it is an understanding of an environment that allows functioning within a certain set of ideas that in some cases can actually predict and/or pre-form the actions of the people who adhere to it.


It hits my funny bone that, in the same way black projects are compartmentalized, so are stratifications of society on the planet. - On Purpose -   by thought structures by the same people who control everything  for well,  ...control.


In one way I suppose you could say that reality is how people respond to their environment with the information they have which is controlled by the people who pump that information into different subsections of the population - therefore reality is structured out of the mind - unfortunately more than



So, next idea. There is quite a contingent of people out there wrestling with the idea that we have been coerced into losing our connection with our souls (through scientism and technology) our creativity, our spiritual nature and our connection to magic - the old magic/true knowing of nature. (direct experience of the principle of life) Rudolf Steiner was one of them, a philosopher from the 19th century, Cara St. Louis is a leading current speaker on this and there are many in this school of thought who are saying that by losing this component of ourselves we lose our creative connection to source itself…


To put it in very simplistic black and white terms… the layers of constructed reality above are the devil on one shoulder and the naturalistic camp is the angel on the other shoulder - one representing right brain, the other left brain.


Now: it occurs to me that the reason the elite are really concerned right now about 'Phenomenology' is because they can't find a way to control it. IMO phenomenology is directly connected to the angels sitting on your shoulder - the camp of people who are directly advocating the inner experience of reality connected to you and your relationship to life from your very own perspective. Your own subjective perception of that 'otherness' in life that is uniquely your own. The elite are trying to tell you HOW to feel about it, but they cannot control that experience with information they put out about it - they can only form how you FEEL about it and how you judge it.


As Grant Cameron has been telling us lately, the direct UFO experience is very related to this and how well you are connected to your creative right-brained self. He has written a book about well-known musicians and the point of the book is that they all, to the very last one, have had 'contact' experiences.


More to follow in this as I muddle through thinking about it, but I think it is very interesting this connection to reality-forming through technology and media is being used to try to (what seems like) herd us mentally away from the state of mind that is more grounded in true self-perception which leads straight into the state of mind that is the epicenter of all phenomenological experiences.

This is beginning to look like another

"Pay no attention to the man behind the curtain!",

"Nothing to see here.",


psy-op the more dots that come together. So, that means we are on the right track!!!




1.) “The Cost of Secrecy: From Money To Mind Control" at the Alien Cosmic Expo in Toronto, June 23, 2018.   From <https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=py6c909gzMQ&t=2442s>